I was very sick when I made this... like chronically. I was diagnosed with intersistial Cysitis. So painful bladder syndrome. Anytime I pee everyday for the rest of my life it will feel like shards coming through my stream. It was super depressing and I couldn't work for months. Overtime I found ways to manage the pain and now I'm almost completely recovered. It's still a life long thing I will be dealing with though, but at least now i can finally work again and lead a somewhat normal life. I still have random flares here and there... but nothing like it was.