Hey all! Sorry for the complete inactivity of this account, and I feel I better explain why I seem to have not bothered with this InkBlot account (and also Tumblr)
Aside from them both being new websites to learn, since leaving DA, I felt as though a huge portion of the art I LOVED to make was torn away! I couldn't support the direction DA was going, but at the same time, I would lose SO much in leaving.
This could sound slightly concerning as a statement, but the effects of leaving DA is still hitting me hard. Yes I found a new home base in YouTube, and my Wings Of Fire content is growing more and more!
HOWEVER, I still miss being able to make an MLP Next Gen universe, to explore headcanons of a show that started my digital artwork, to tell stories with my own characters and some familier ones! I so badly miss it all...
And yes, I could just post whatever I can here (and/or on Tumblr), and I'd be able to experience that again, the only problem is I have to build myself from the ground up once again...
And that's where I'm getting a mental roadblock. How do I get back 5 years of what I built? Would these websites even let me get back to that point? I don't know. It's this uncertainty that makes it so difficult to find the willpower to start again. I DO want to try, but I still have doubts...
I'm giving myself until the end of the year, to see what I could potentially build up. If it seems promising, then the glimmer of hope I couldn't see for these past few months has finally shown itself. If not, then I don't think I'll have much of a future with MLP content anymore...
Sorry for the slightly negative post, but I wanted to make it known what my thoughts are towards this topic
Aside from them both being new websites to learn, since leaving DA, I felt as though a huge portion of the art I LOVED to make was torn away! I couldn't support the direction DA was going, but at the same time, I would lose SO much in leaving.
This could sound slightly concerning as a statement, but the effects of leaving DA is still hitting me hard. Yes I found a new home base in YouTube, and my Wings Of Fire content is growing more and more!
HOWEVER, I still miss being able to make an MLP Next Gen universe, to explore headcanons of a show that started my digital artwork, to tell stories with my own characters and some familier ones! I so badly miss it all...
And yes, I could just post whatever I can here (and/or on Tumblr), and I'd be able to experience that again, the only problem is I have to build myself from the ground up once again...
And that's where I'm getting a mental roadblock. How do I get back 5 years of what I built? Would these websites even let me get back to that point? I don't know. It's this uncertainty that makes it so difficult to find the willpower to start again. I DO want to try, but I still have doubts...
I'm giving myself until the end of the year, to see what I could potentially build up. If it seems promising, then the glimmer of hope I couldn't see for these past few months has finally shown itself. If not, then I don't think I'll have much of a future with MLP content anymore...
Sorry for the slightly negative post, but I wanted to make it known what my thoughts are towards this topic
Hey all! Sorry for the complete inactivity of this account, and I feel I better explain why I seem to have not bothered with this InkBlot account (and also Tumblr)
Aside from them both being new websites to learn, since leaving DA, I felt as though a huge portion of the art I LOVED to make was torn away! I couldn't support the direction DA was going, but at the same time, I would lose SO much in leaving.
This could sound slightly concerning as a statement, but the effects of leaving DA is still hitting me hard. Yes I found a new home base in YouTube, and my Wings Of Fire content is growing more and more!
HOWEVER, I still miss being able to make an MLP Next Gen universe, to explore headcanons of a show that started my digital artwork, to tell stories with my own characters and some familier ones! I so badly miss it all...
And yes, I could just post whatever I can here (and/or on Tumblr), and I'd be able to experience that again, the only problem is I have to build myself from the ground up once again...
And that's where I'm getting a mental roadblock. How do I get back 5 years of what I built? Would these websites even let me get back to that point? I don't know. It's this uncertainty that makes it so difficult to find the willpower to start again. I DO want to try, but I still have doubts...
I'm giving myself until the end of the year, to see what I could potentially build up. If it seems promising, then the glimmer of hope I couldn't see for these past few months has finally shown itself. If not, then I don't think I'll have much of a future with MLP content anymore...
Sorry for the slightly negative post, but I wanted to make it known what my thoughts are towards this topic
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