Ahaha... haha... ow. This one really hurt but I have not been doing super hot these past few weeks and it's been a fair bit of time since I sat down and did some angsty art just for me. I promise I won't just draw the sad things but I'm definitely feeling that confidence again and will probably start drawing more things when I'm in my feels.

It's pretty liberating to do things like this and actually express myself and my feelings through my more personal characters. I haven't been able to do that since I was a kid...

But anyways! This is Mill and her first lover, Thrandel. Mill and Thrandel had a serious romance that lasted for a few years before it kinda went up in flames. The longer things went on, the more serious Thrandel became about marrying Mill, and possibly starting a family with her, but the closer they got to being able to come home to Azeroth, the more uncomfortable Mill became with that idea- not because she didn't love Thrandel enough, but because she was worried that once he was back home he'd lose interest in her or want to be with another mortal. Thrandel assumed that Mill didn't love him and began to grow distant. They rarely fought but the breakup was... rough.

Thrandel had to burn down something precious to him and Mill felt like she was the one who set it aflame.

She would have gone to apologize to him if not for the fact that by the time she realized what had happened, Thrandel has been killed in the burning of Teldrassil. The last thing she remembers of him was the pain in his voice.