you could use my help but you don't deserve it

ID: waist up digital art of a longhaired orange and white anthro belgian sheepdog/siberian husky with glowing orange eyes, an atrophied face and body, forehead wrinkles, higher left eyebrow dot, freckles, a snow nose, and sable markings. their right eye is lazy, with hypertropia. they are wearing a yellow white collared shirt and a brown red blazer thrown over their shoulders, with a patterned red tie taken off and hanging around their neck. there is a shield shaped pin on their lapel with a lowercase cursive red D whose tail swings into a heart. they are standing in front of a table, loosely holding an empty shot glass, looking suspiciously to the right. they are surrounded by monstera leaves and stems, and the walls and table are green. a heart with shrunk ventricles is drawn palpitating in the center of their chest, with a glowing red strike through the right ventricle, an ignited nerve, and black roots of pain crawling up into the left side of their chest and their underarm. end