lack of art or progress in UADS from a complete lack of confidence or pleasure in my crafts. perhaps, in a fit of madness or inspiration, I’ll make something interesting

been looking a lot at the works of Clive Barker, (in particular, his epic novel Imajica), and H.R. Giger again, they’re very big creative inspirations, even if may not reflects too much in my drawn work. I’ve also recently found an artist who tickles my fancy greatly, ‘Leo S’, also known as ‘Skyhornet’. Their work, borne from their dreams, speaks to me greatly. It almost reminds me as well as some of the film Fantastic Planet, in a sense. Maybe it’s the colors they use, as well as the surrealism? I like it a lot, they can be found on Twitter, Instagram, and Art Station.

i care little for portraying distinct monstrous sexuality in my art, the grotesque as well as the beautiful, despite my own teratophilia, but find it inspiring. perhaps i should explore it, some time? perhaps it would give me something new. porn, no. but sexual, yes. the fearful erotique.
ive also been playing a lot of SS13, and the server I play on allows for ERP as well as adult jokes. so, busty xenomorph babes is a joke that actually holds some weight, looking at some of Giger’s similar prior creations.
maybe I should create tribute?