Hi I've been sleep deprived for some weeks I can't sleep so I don't wanna waste time lying awake in bed, I just don't think it's good to make my brain thinking bed = awake time, I've also been listening to a lot of Powerwolf recently, so why not draw some silly goofy wholesome blood fun! Inspired by [All We Need Is Blood](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ic4oH4iK6j4) by Powerwolf I was gonna add a ton of bats together with them to join and enjoy the feast but I lost steam, I also need to go to bed

Finished this ref yesterday along with a sfw version but was debating wether or not to upload this one bc I don't want to be banned for gross reasons :/ I have so many thoughts and ideas I wanna draw for my babey 🥺, being an illusionist and telepath it doesn't use its abilities just to be bad, play tricks on folks or to save its own skin, but also to bring pleasure to whomever it takes a liking to if that person has mutual feelings and wishes for it too

[2 images] Timidly starting this acc with some old art I still like just to break the ice a bit, first image is from 2019 which is why the 'sona design is slightly different, second is 2022

Think I'm also gonna add vent pieces and such here, I just wanna make this a more personal acc actually meanwhile I can heave my other main art acc as a more lighthearted face sort of, a good balance of both is great, I think neither is any more "fake" or "real" I simply need both

I've had this idea in my head for literally years now with several variations of it, but I've never been able to put it out on a canvas because it's been so hard to even begin with grasping the emotion in it or how to convey it. I'm not even sure myself what it is I'm trying to get out but it's something visceral, maybe hopeless, or hopefull I'm not good with words when it comes to feelings, I can't force something into a such a modern age medium, words already are defined with their own rules and categories, feelings just, are I recently discovered "[ITIIITIATIIHYLIHYL](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RXqNwcrVq_Q)" by BLACKSHAPE, and it immediately struck me, it's very powerful, beautiful and so heartfelt, it finally motivated me enough to make the beginning stages of something This is no way a finished piece, and I think this is something I'll work on every now and then for some years to come, I hope some day I've reached some kind of understanding of this and be able to finally let it go

idk discovered a new breakcore/jungle/hardcore/whatever artist to rot my brain to, just having fun with scribbling!

Help I'm watching vids of divers rotating sharks up (lol get y-axis'd) to avoid attacks or to pacify them into a "trance like state" and it makes me ponder on shark anthros in suspension bondage 🤨🤔🤔🤔