• This is my old artwork / meme(?) from 2020.

    Made this one for my another page. I wanna all my artworks to be here, so uploaded it.

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    ### **NEED HELP?**


    i know some of you may be going through a difficult time and use this kind of stuff I post here as a coping mechanism or something.



    **if you:**

    * have suicidal thoughts,

    * want to kill/harm yourselves,

    * have a mental crisis,

    * need support



    **please don't be alone with this, allow someone to help you! **



    list of helplines from all countries:

    http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines



    a lot of useful info & support:

    https://www.reddit.com/r/SWResources/comments/1c3p3z/helpful_resources_for_those_struggling_with/



    dont want to call? you can tell your story here and get support:

    https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/



    more:

    https://www.reddit.com/r/SWResources/

    https://www.suicide.org/



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    This profile is just my mental disorders (treated!) shown through vent art.



    Page is **NOT** intended to promote or encourage suicide, self-harm, etc. - just disturbed, emotional art.



    I don't need any additional help, I'm in therapy and taking my meds as I should.
    This is my old artwork / meme(?) from 2020. Made this one for my another page. I wanna all my artworks to be here, so uploaded it. ---- ### **👉NEED HELP?👈** i know some of you may be going through a difficult time and use this kind of stuff I post here as a coping mechanism or something. **if you:** * have suicidal thoughts, * want to kill/harm yourselves, * have a mental crisis, * need support **👉please don't be alone with this, allow someone to help you! 👈** list of helplines from all countries⤵️: 🌐 http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html 🌐 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines a lot of useful info & support⤵️: 🌐 https://www.reddit.com/r/SWResources/comments/1c3p3z/helpful_resources_for_those_struggling_with/ dont want to call? you can tell your story here and get support⤵️: 🌐 https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/ more: 🌐 https://www.reddit.com/r/SWResources/ 🌐 https://www.suicide.org/ ----- This profile is just my mental disorders (treated!) shown through vent art. Page is **NOT** intended to promote or encourage suicide, self-harm, etc. - just disturbed, emotional art. I don't need any additional help, I'm in therapy and taking my meds as I should.
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    _"Here lies Decoy, a creature cursed with temporary death. Forever to crave an unattainable peace."_

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    This OC is a part of a world I write and draw about. I also make songs that are half inspired by it, and half emotional dumps lol. I would appreciate anyone who took the time to listen to them:)

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    Temporary Death Album:

    Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/3ErLmaW9uHoJ5mIgoddBd8?si=RUubXPIVS12GcZB9aOKRVA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A3ErLmaW9uHoJ5mIgoddBd8

    Youtube - https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLbveei909vUse8-q11MLZ_QSEPJeudCJl

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    --- _"Here lies Decoy, a creature cursed with temporary death. Forever to crave an unattainable peace."_ --- This OC is a part of a world I write and draw about. I also make songs that are half inspired by it, and half emotional dumps lol. I would appreciate anyone who took the time to listen to them:) --- Temporary Death Album: Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/3ErLmaW9uHoJ5mIgoddBd8?si=RUubXPIVS12GcZB9aOKRVA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A3ErLmaW9uHoJ5mIgoddBd8 Youtube - https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLbveei909vUse8-q11MLZ_QSEPJeudCJl ---
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  • Emotionally numb from repetitive abuse, all pain on display but nobody cares.

    Vent art from years ago that still occasionally hits home.
    Emotionally numb from repetitive abuse, all pain on display but nobody cares. Vent art from years ago that still occasionally hits home.
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  • Heya Inkblot!

    You ever look upon a picture of your sona that makes your own heart skip a beat and even get a bit emotional that you're not them or that they're not real?

    Anyway, art by https://twitter.com/Fur_noZ
    Heya Inkblot! You ever look upon a picture of your sona that makes your own heart skip a beat and even get a bit emotional that you're not them or that they're not real? Anyway, art by https://twitter.com/Fur_noZ
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  • So I asked myself, what character has destroyed me emotionally more times than I could count? Sephiroth? Yeah.

    You know every time you guys read this it makes me feel like you think I'm deranged, which I might be.

    Did you know that "The Red Means I Love You" is about Toga from My Hero Academia. So if you hate MHA you will be SHOCKED. I destroyed someone's psyche by saying this, it's a pretty cool song though. I don't understand the hype of it. Like why not just listen to stalkers tango of you want a creepy ass song.

    Local man follows a blonde twink around for an entire lifetime because he is his fated botherer.
    So I asked myself, what character has destroyed me emotionally more times than I could count? Sephiroth? Yeah. You know every time you guys read this it makes me feel like you think I'm deranged, which I might be. Did you know that "The Red Means I Love You" is about Toga from My Hero Academia. So if you hate MHA you will be SHOCKED. I destroyed someone's psyche by saying this, it's a pretty cool song though. I don't understand the hype of it. Like why not just listen to stalkers tango of you want a creepy ass song. Local man follows a blonde twink around for an entire lifetime because he is his fated botherer.
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  • Raavi's childhood was decent, despite been raised in an orphanage that made little to no money on the edges of Waterdeep. He grew up hungry, but relatively happy. He made friends at a young age and was quite popular with the other kids who were fascinated with his horns and stark hair colour. After a few years, Raavi and his friends began to mingle with more people outside of the orphanage now that they were old enough. He would often be picked on for the same things that made him popular as a child, and his friends turned on him, not wanting to receive the same hate for being friends with him. Hurt and confused, Raavi turned to petty criminal activity to prove he was better at life than them, and in the hope he would steal enough to get away from this place.

    After a few years of this, now being around 16, he was taken notice by a man around the same age as him, who introduced himself as Maxa. Raavi was hesitant at first but quickly finding himself comfortable around him, and soon fell for him. Maxa was well dressed, seemed like he was well fed, too; and when Raavi would express his distaste for the orphanage, Maxa asked if he would like to come with him, to work with a group of powerful, wealthy people; where Raavi could hone his skills and leave the orphanage.

    He and Maxa's relationship growing stronger as they aged, their trust and bond deepening and it wasn't long before they both were deeply in love. They would often sneak out at night, making their way to different rooftops to look at the stars and fantasize about their future. The two of them unaware of the fate that awaited them.

    Having grown into a man now, aged 21, Raavi was allowed some more freedoms given he had finished his training; and would often walk around the city. What he would see, now that he was old enough to understand was twisted and almost evil. corruption everywhere. Homeless people begging for food while nobles would scoff at them as they pass by, knowing they would go home to be welcomed with a filling meal.

    He would bring this up to his superiors but they would brush him off, scoffing at him just like the nobles to the homeless. "Those people couldn't afford our help if we gave it away for free!" he was told. Ordered to ignore it, but he couldn't. He spoke to Maxa, who was hard to convince, basically raised by the Zhentarim, indoctrinated into their ways, blind to the fact that they weren't helping those who were really in need, until Raavi opened his eyes. Over the next few months the two of them planned an escape. They didn't now much about other Zhentarim facilities but this one had deadly consequences for those who wanted to leave. They finally made their move, timing everything perfectly, however, some of the soldiers they trained with had found their plans and took it upon themselves to kill Raavi and Maxa themselves, trying to show off to the higher ups.

    The battle was brutal, Raavi suffered many attacks, as well as being cruelly scared by the leader of these brutes, changing how he speaks, eats and drinks for the rest of his life. During the battle, Maxa was killed, sending Raavi into a rage, using every ounce of anger, pain, guilt and love for his partner to kill the remaining aggressors, not knowing that the leader survived his rage - barely. He carried Maxa's body away, burying it under a cherry tree.

    Raavi, unsure of how much time had passed, in physical and emotional agony, he wandered the streets of Waterdeep that night. He eventually stumbled onto the doorstep of his old orphanage. Memories flooding back, his body not being able to take another step having lost so much blood, he fell, hitting the ground.

    He had been found and taken in by the Harpers, an enemy faction of the Zhentarim. They held him at arms length but fed him well, and treated his wounds. Unfortunately there was not much they could do for his face, and he began wearing a mask to hide the painful reminder of his lovers death, eventually enchanting it to help others understand his speech.

    Once he was healed, and healthy, Raavi offered to repay his debt to the Harpers by joining their forces. He was able to give insight into the Zhentarim, and after a few years of keeping Raavi in their sights at all times, out of fear of him betraying them, he gained their trust. Raavi, now a member of the Harpers was being sent on his first important mission, after doing many smaller ones for them over his time with them. He has been sent to The Spine of the World to safeguard their settlements of Ten-Towns, while concealing his Harper affiliation. Credible threats to Ten-Towns include the Arcane Brotherhood and the Zhentarim. He was told to avoid Targos as it was believed to be controlled by his old organization, and to meet with his contact, a human named Beldora, who poses as a homeless woman gathering information in Bryn Shander.
    Raavi's childhood was decent, despite been raised in an orphanage that made little to no money on the edges of Waterdeep. He grew up hungry, but relatively happy. He made friends at a young age and was quite popular with the other kids who were fascinated with his horns and stark hair colour. After a few years, Raavi and his friends began to mingle with more people outside of the orphanage now that they were old enough. He would often be picked on for the same things that made him popular as a child, and his friends turned on him, not wanting to receive the same hate for being friends with him. Hurt and confused, Raavi turned to petty criminal activity to prove he was better at life than them, and in the hope he would steal enough to get away from this place. After a few years of this, now being around 16, he was taken notice by a man around the same age as him, who introduced himself as Maxa. Raavi was hesitant at first but quickly finding himself comfortable around him, and soon fell for him. Maxa was well dressed, seemed like he was well fed, too; and when Raavi would express his distaste for the orphanage, Maxa asked if he would like to come with him, to work with a group of powerful, wealthy people; where Raavi could hone his skills and leave the orphanage. He and Maxa's relationship growing stronger as they aged, their trust and bond deepening and it wasn't long before they both were deeply in love. They would often sneak out at night, making their way to different rooftops to look at the stars and fantasize about their future. The two of them unaware of the fate that awaited them. Having grown into a man now, aged 21, Raavi was allowed some more freedoms given he had finished his training; and would often walk around the city. What he would see, now that he was old enough to understand was twisted and almost evil. corruption everywhere. Homeless people begging for food while nobles would scoff at them as they pass by, knowing they would go home to be welcomed with a filling meal. He would bring this up to his superiors but they would brush him off, scoffing at him just like the nobles to the homeless. "Those people couldn't afford our help if we gave it away for free!" he was told. Ordered to ignore it, but he couldn't. He spoke to Maxa, who was hard to convince, basically raised by the Zhentarim, indoctrinated into their ways, blind to the fact that they weren't helping those who were really in need, until Raavi opened his eyes. Over the next few months the two of them planned an escape. They didn't now much about other Zhentarim facilities but this one had deadly consequences for those who wanted to leave. They finally made their move, timing everything perfectly, however, some of the soldiers they trained with had found their plans and took it upon themselves to kill Raavi and Maxa themselves, trying to show off to the higher ups. The battle was brutal, Raavi suffered many attacks, as well as being cruelly scared by the leader of these brutes, changing how he speaks, eats and drinks for the rest of his life. During the battle, Maxa was killed, sending Raavi into a rage, using every ounce of anger, pain, guilt and love for his partner to kill the remaining aggressors, not knowing that the leader survived his rage - barely. He carried Maxa's body away, burying it under a cherry tree. Raavi, unsure of how much time had passed, in physical and emotional agony, he wandered the streets of Waterdeep that night. He eventually stumbled onto the doorstep of his old orphanage. Memories flooding back, his body not being able to take another step having lost so much blood, he fell, hitting the ground. He had been found and taken in by the Harpers, an enemy faction of the Zhentarim. They held him at arms length but fed him well, and treated his wounds. Unfortunately there was not much they could do for his face, and he began wearing a mask to hide the painful reminder of his lovers death, eventually enchanting it to help others understand his speech. Once he was healed, and healthy, Raavi offered to repay his debt to the Harpers by joining their forces. He was able to give insight into the Zhentarim, and after a few years of keeping Raavi in their sights at all times, out of fear of him betraying them, he gained their trust. Raavi, now a member of the Harpers was being sent on his first important mission, after doing many smaller ones for them over his time with them. He has been sent to The Spine of the World to safeguard their settlements of Ten-Towns, while concealing his Harper affiliation. Credible threats to Ten-Towns include the Arcane Brotherhood and the Zhentarim. He was told to avoid Targos as it was believed to be controlled by his old organization, and to meet with his contact, a human named Beldora, who poses as a homeless woman gathering information in Bryn Shander.
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  • I heard you were sad, release the emotional support friends !
    I heard you were sad, release the emotional support friends !
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  • This is a reupload. This artwork was originally uploaded to my gallery on Deviant Art years ago: https://www.deviantart.com/mike-dragon/art/oC-Bolt-of-Blue-99937275 Original description below.
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    :star: Music Inspired :star:

    Oh My! I've being drawing this for days! o_o I only could finish it today. :) At last! ^^

    And again, Luyo are here! I don't know if you know, but Luyo is very fragile in the emotional side. He's depressed. = | Poor big white guy. ._.

    Once more I've got inspired by a music and drew this. :) The song in question is "Bizarre Love Triangle". You can listen to this in here: https://youtu.be/LhLmgg_u29k

    Lugia - Nintendo
    This is a reupload. This artwork was originally uploaded to my gallery on Deviant Art years ago: https://www.deviantart.com/mike-dragon/art/oC-Bolt-of-Blue-99937275 Original description below. ------ ------ :star: Music Inspired :star: Oh My! I've being drawing this for days! o_o I only could finish it today. :) At last! ^^ And again, Luyo are here! I don't know if you know, but Luyo is very fragile in the emotional side. He's depressed. = | Poor big white guy. ._. Once more I've got inspired by a music and drew this. :) The song in question is "Bizarre Love Triangle". You can listen to this in here: https://youtu.be/LhLmgg_u29k Lugia - Nintendo
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  • Who DOESN'T need their own personal emotional support shadow fluffer from time to time?

    Veikko is bestest boy <3
    Who DOESN'T need their own personal emotional support shadow fluffer from time to time? Veikko is bestest boy <3
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  • He ate the 9000 spicy chocolate (no legit I did a challenge with spiciest chocolate one time with a friend and he had the milk when it was over so I washed it down with pink Whitney Vodka ) (this has nothing to do with this piece I just like drawing emotional angy bloody dogs. Early 2000s deviant art style cringe is dead and the world is worse ) (I'm also waking and baking lmao)
    He ate the 9000 spicy chocolate (no legit I did a challenge with spiciest chocolate one time with a friend and he had the milk when it was over so I washed it down with pink Whitney Vodka 😂😂) (this has nothing to do with this piece I just like drawing emotional angy bloody dogs. Early 2000s deviant art style cringe is dead and the world is worse 💃) (I'm also waking and baking lmao)
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  • I know what you’re thinking…
    You’re probably thinking “What does Silas Wickes do on a typical weekly basis?”
    Well…
    Every Monday Silas consults with his confident Prof. Ulysses in his psychiatric ward and recounts his decade-spanning episodes of being undead.
    It would appear that a therapeutic session has blown into an emotional rollercoaster of self-discovery. It seems that the good (or at least morally ambiguous) professor had got his work cut out for him.

    Originally drawn October 2 2023
    I know what you’re thinking… You’re probably thinking “What does Silas Wickes do on a typical weekly basis?” Well… Every Monday Silas consults with his confident Prof. Ulysses in his psychiatric ward and recounts his decade-spanning episodes of being undead. It would appear that a therapeutic session has blown into an emotional rollercoaster of self-discovery. It seems that the good (or at least morally ambiguous) professor had got his work cut out for him. Originally drawn October 2 2023
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  • "Maybe I'm too emotional
    Or maybe you never cared at all"

    Character belongs to Me
    "Maybe I'm too emotional Or maybe you never cared at all" Character belongs to Me
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