Wow I am too anxious to draw. Maybe one day I'll get over this. The basic problem is I identify with being able to "draw well" and if I don't "draw well" then it's devastating for me. Well that fear of experiencing that means I'm too anxious to even begin drawing, so I get rusty which means I don't draw well which means I'm too anxious to try which means I never draw.
Had a friend say I should just doodle for half an hour every day and not share it to try and put less pressure on myself, and at first that sounded like a good idea but it's about how I feel about my drawing, not other people so I'm not sure it'll work.
In any case I have CSP open up right now and I'm like, 50/50 on whether I will draw so here's to hoping.
Wow I am too anxious to draw. Maybe one day I'll get over this. The basic problem is I identify with being able to "draw well" and if I don't "draw well" then it's devastating for me. Well that fear of experiencing that means I'm too anxious to even begin drawing, so I get rusty which means I don't draw well which means I'm too anxious to try which means I never draw.
Had a friend say I should just doodle for half an hour every day and not share it to try and put less pressure on myself, and at first that sounded like a good idea but it's about how I feel about my drawing, not other people so I'm not sure it'll work.
In any case I have CSP open up right now and I'm like, 50/50 on whether I will draw so here's to hoping.